I want to write to you
And tell you that when
At times you feel like you'll break
with another breath
when you melt into the sheets
like a stubborn stain
and feel the waves on you
drowning, stifling-
screaming SOS under water comes out as just
another air bubble
full of vacuum
and no words
When you're knocking at hearts
fifteen fucking thousand kilometres away
and you feel a million laughing eyes
breathe down your words
burying them deep
down your throat chest belly and finally your toes
until you finally wriggle them off
with the flip flops you wear everyday
and you leave them behind on streets and in rooms
words you breathe out in
night skies or smoky rooftops
Looking like invisible air bubbles
silent, and full of vacuum.


I want to write to you
your words
that got backspaced into eternal oblivion.