The Beginning.

So, here I am...a new blog, a new post, a new bunch of words after a considerable period of procrastination. A part of me believes this blog will be another failure, another attempt wasted, another impulsive investment soon to be forgotten. The other part of me keeps writing, mildly excited at the prospect of a clean slate, albeit a virtual one.

The productivity of this blog, however, is questionable, even to me.
For writing,to me, had always been a cathartic process. It was simple enough..anger, annoyance,grief,sadness,confusion-pen it down, and that was enough consolation. But if growing up has taught me anything, it is this that too much knowledge, rationality and logic can turn us into a giant mass of cynicism. Curiosity, has in fact, slaughtered my peace of mind. Even while I write this,I doubt that by the time I complete writing, I will probably not be feeling anything at all.Or worse, the nagging sense of  having a meaningless existence will continue to persist.

But hope seldom dies. Sure, it fades away, but it never really dies.
So although my very first post is a cataclysmic dump of pessimism, I continue with the hope that maybe, a few months down the line, a few posts older, I will evolve from this self critical and miserably misanthropic state of mine and write of happier times. :)